MichelleSaya

黑月 · Black Moon Lilith Activation Course

She is the point
that isn't there

The moon's orbit has two centres. We live on one. Lilith is the other.

Enter a 4 week self paced course experience where you get the chance to explore the wisdom of Lilith, sacred rage & the spiritual womb across history, culture and astrology. Connect with your inner Lilith and step into your own potent divine feminine power.

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4 modules · 13+ videos · self paced · lifetime access.

Earth occupied ☸ Lilith empty
Eccentricity exaggerated for legibility. The moon's real value is 0.055, and she takes 8.85 years to circle the whole zodiac.

The grief & power we hold from our sacred womb

Society demonises the dark feminine
through centuries of shaming

In this 4 module course, you'll explore:

  • Why we've been groomed to praise virginal attributes while demonising & shaming the “whore.” Separateness creates self conflict.
  • Why do we experience dread and repress feminine rage? Shaming our sacred rage leads us to disempowering coping mechanisms that can be reflected through our Black Moon Lilith placement.
  • Why Lilith's stories and wisdom throughout history represent the ways we, individually and collectively, learn how to bear the collective suffering. As a result, we carry tremendous energetic burden stored in the sacred womb.
A weeping woman, painted in oils
Rossetti's Joan of Arc kissing the sword of deliverance

Your connection to wholeness is
embracing the duality within you

Lilith has been vilified for so long that many of us feel apprehensive and nervous about embracing such a powerful force that lies within us. Yet, despite what we're led to believe, embracing our inner Lilith doesn't make us monsters, quite the contrary.

Embracing Lilith's qualities of unpredictability, wildness, and desire is a process of healing, becoming whole, and embracing every part of ourselves.

What the four weeks cover:

  • Main character energy. Unapologetic expression of your self unhindered by disempowering beliefs. Accept the full capacity of your unique human experience, and get comfortable taking up space.
  • Look at the 8 of Swords bind: the expectations, the family patterns, and the karmic conditioning you arrived carrying.
  • The next part of your journey, in both business and life, is full to the brim with potency and power.
  • Allow your inner Lilith to accept it. Without reservation or hesitation.
Michelle, black and white, hair loose in the wind

My cathartic journey with the dark feminine

I've spent many moons
subduing my inner Lilith

Incorporating Lilith's wisdom has been instrumental in being fully unapologetic in my expression, both in my personal life and my online business.

As a survivor of sexual assault, connecting with the dark feminine aspect of myself has been my saving grace, releasing me from the clutches of alcohol dependency and sex addiction as a temporary soothing balm.

My divided dark feminine forced me to confront my wounds and accept the full capacity of my human experience. To surrender to grief, rage, so I can experience ecstasy, joy, meaning and what it means to be powerful in the face of it all.

She encouraged me to take up space and be me, without the concerns of being “too much.” Connecting with this potent energy also helped me break the cycle of catering to people's desires at the expense of my own.

Most of the decisions I'm making as of recently are a result of embracing Lilith's energy into my life and honoring the lessons of my natal birth chart.

Black Moon Power Coding™

Thanks to Lilith, I've tapped into
an unapologetic part of myself

The dark feminine gives me the confidence to use my voice and advocate for equality, for freedom of expression, for self sovereignty, for embracing the divine feminine within all of us.

The dark feminine provides me the keys to leading a successful business and commanding six figure earnings without playing to the burnt out martyr archetype.

I've sat with this placement for years, mine and other people's. Mostly it comes down to noticing where you were taught to take up less room, and working out what it would cost to stop.

It's time to reclaim your power and retell the narrative.

With Lilith as your guiding force, how will you show up?

Vrubel's Sirin, a crowned woman with dark wings

Power, exile, and the redemptive gift of Lilith

Discover your power codes
from your Black Moon Lilith in astrology

  • Discover your personal relationship with both the light and dark divine feminine energy and what your Lilith placement is here to help you strengthen.
  • Discover your subconscious fears, your relationship with oppression and the ways you can unshackle the binds that weigh you down in life and business.
  • Explore your hidden desires, your coping mechanisms, & how to transmute grief and anger into raw, untapped power.
  • Recognize the areas of your life where you value free will and where you're least willing to compromise.
  • Your own relationship to the divine feminine, and an honest accounting of what it has cost to keep it quiet.

Embark on your dark feminine activation journey

Benefits of working
with Lilith

Shed the “nice” persona

Nice isn't kind. Give yourself permission to let go of societal expectations and embrace authenticity over social falsity.

Meet your shadow

Let go of your inhibitions and allow yourself to explore the shadows within. You may be surprised at what you find there.

Embrace your power

Tap into your primal, instinctual self by listening to your body's natural wisdom and following its lead.

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The Lilith course portal shown on a desktop computer, tablet and phone, with printed workbook pages fanned either side

Introducing

Black Moon Lilith
Course Experience

Four modules on the dark feminine, feminine rage, and your Black Moon Power Coding™. We look at where oppression actually sits, at anger and where it gets held, and at what any of that means for how you work and who you let near.

4 module video training

This value packed experience is comprised of over 13 training videos in a 4 module course experience, guided to take you through a comprehensive deep dive into your own Lilith experience.

Workbook

Receive a Lilith Integration Workbook as your companion, filled with valuable reflections, exercises and prompts to help you fully integrate with your inner dark feminine.

Guided auditory experiences

Receive guided meditative journeys throughout your course experience, taking you through each Lilith activation phase to help connect you with your divine feminine power.

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Twelve movements, four modules

Twelve painted panels numbered I to XII: origins, stigma, themes, orbits, signs, houses, rage, tyranny, reclaim, complex, influence, power

Embracing the paradox of femininity

Enter the realm of your
inner dark femme

As we're beginning to understand the power hidden within our own dark nature, embracing Lilith is essential on this path. She embodies what it means for a woman growing up in today's society. Not only does she have her own separate identity but also fits into both worlds seamlessly, without sacrificing who they really want or need themselves to be.

The Lilith Black Moon Course Experience is the perfect way to reclaim your power & self sovereignty. You'll gain a deep understanding of Lilith as an iconic archetypal figure in history and learn how to leverage your raw power for growth and spiritual development.

Dark moon · opening

Opening Ceremony: Exploring Lilith's Grief & Stigma

We'll be diving into the origins, mythology, & stories of Lilith, particularly how Lilith's themes relate to the modern day experience of women. Explore why we're experiencing a huge shift in today's society with feminine rage, and patriarchal oppression.

If Lilith's sheer force is off-putting, this is the module that slows down. We look at how power gets misused when it has only ever been modelled badly, and at what supporting your own needs looks like in a complicated stretch.

  • Dive into the origins, mythology, & stories of Lilith as it relates to today's world
  • Peeling back the religious and cultural stigma and misrepresentation of Lilith
  • Auditory experience to activate connection with Lilith: shadow work releasing

Enter the Portal

$197 lifetime access · all sales final

  • Private course portal access with over 13 training videos
  • Lilith Integration Workbook
  • 4 guided audio Lilith meditative experiences
  • Recalibration exercises on connecting with your dark divine feminine
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Before you enrol

This is a course about rage, exile and the things people were told to keep quiet, so it's worth knowing the shape of it first. It's four modules of recorded video you watch on your own, in your own time. Nothing is live, nothing is shared with a group, and you're never asked to disclose anything to anyone.

Go at whatever speed you want. Skip a module and come back to it, or don't come back to it. The access doesn't expire.

My work doesn't replace therapy or psychiatric medical treatments, and a course isn't crisis support. If you're in crisis right now, findahelpline.com will route you to a free line in your own country.

All sales are final.

Vasnetsov's bird of joy, a crowned woman with sun rays, laughing

Demystifying the dark feminine

Lilith as a Shakti
divine feminine energy

Whether you see Lilith as a deity, an archetype, a goddess or a demon, we'll look at how she's been interpreted across time with an open mind.

LGBTQ+ are welcomed to join this course, as we all have a divine dark feminine counterpart within us regardless of gender identification, and a Black Moon Lilith placement in our natal chart.

We'll be exploring Lilith from a nonjudgmental, educational, and compassionate space. We're stripping away the negative stigma, the fearful mass hysteria perpetuated in mainstream culture.

No projection, no damnation, no vilification. This is about your own empowerment, for the highest good of all.

What this course is

  • This educational & empowerment course aims to dispel the negative stereotypes of Lilith in a safe nonjudgmental container.
  • We'll be incorporating exercises & Lilith integration practices from a Shakti divine feminine energy perspective.
  • This course explores Lilith from a historical, educational, archetypal and astrological viewpoint for expanded self awareness.

What this course isn't

  • We don't do black magic cursing and hexing. This course isn't about invoking any demonic entity either.
  • This course experience doesn't tolerate trauma bonding behaviors, misandry, or perpetuate runner and chaser dynamics habits with dating.
  • While we'll constructively explore patriarchal culture & reference the history of the Church's rise to power, we'll be respectful and not put down men or individuals of religious faith.

Four weeks
with your Black Moon Lilith

The Lilith course portal on desktop, tablet and phone with workbook pages

Lifetime access · all sales final

$197

Transmute the shadows of your inner Dark Divine Feminine.

  • Recalibration exercises on integrating with your shadow divine feminine
  • Lilith Integration Workbook
  • Private course portal access with over 13 training videos
  • 4 guided audio Lilith meditative experiences
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有求必應

Two more orbits
on the same chart

Lilith takes 8.85 years to come back around. Chiron takes 50.4, and the Lot of Fortune turns once a day.

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